Blur

Im still don't understand, why people still done evil things even they pray to god. If i can know what they ask for in their life, can I jugde them? Everyone have what they wish for. It is good if they just wish for someone happiness, not for themself just like every single mother wish for her son. What should the defination of love should be. It is depends on what you think or something fact that we should know called the sacrifice..
Today I just finished my works as normal things I've done in everyday life. But the word tired just cameout from my mind and said to me that you must move forward, find something and done better.I'm still searching where I can go and what I have suppose to do. I should not be tired in the journey of learning process and I hope god is always beside me.

Headache

Who want to share with us if we didn't have nothing special. Just look around you, who they are and where they all came from? What all of them looking for, happiness? Someone? or may be they actually don't know what they are doing, just like me.

In one day, may be we feel more than one or two feeling or even more than that. The way and how we manage every decisions was depends on it. So I keep trying to and push out all my emotions. That the humans, today they thinks is not totally same when they meet another day. That is a reason why we can't simply jump into the conclusion.

Think about works, future, friendship and surrounding make me more confuse and headache. Just lets anything happend and fixed it if the things goes wrong. Doing a right thing, think optimistic and forget about the past. Just design your life and implement it.

But headache still heahache...

Its Monday

Wake up from sleep and start to dressup. It was really hard to begin. No matter how, still need to go to work. Yeah,it is responsibility. After taking a rest in 2 days, here comes Monday and averything gonna be ok when we hit Tuesday. That the way how I asking my self not to be lazy to gain my responds.

If we see how we managed our life in the television, may be we can see it directly how foolish or perfect we are. The way we make a decision, the way we react to nature, and something that we have done incorrectly.It is nice to imagine that.

Tomorrow will be better than today.That the thing we should setup in our mind for the long journey that we don't know where it will end up until we die. At that moment, I always think for something that i can contribute to this world where it is something that not only living in the system. Living happier is one part of everyone seek of, but what about unhappier things. Sounds liked unsatisfied, but what world it is if everybody satisfied. If you seek for real freedom in this world, just make a moon as your shelter and rules from out there.

There are many things that we need to consider but we have no time for it. We only have 24 hours each. Its depend on how we manage it. Consideration make us reasonable and practically. Being selfish for yourself is not the right thing. I wonder that in the real world today, the scale of rich just only related to money only, not a good attitude...

DIN

Who serve the food in Malaysia, especially in KL.I start and begin to wonder when I just have no choice to eat.Cheap but dirty or expensive but OK.Having a look at Mamak Din,He just touched the garbage and serve my food without even wash his hand.

Hmm smell like a ten spirit..

One step forward

Finally i'm started to post my view further.Just sitting and thinking does'nt help me to improve my self in the globalisation world.Thanks to Fikri for helping me.He help me a lots.

Today is my boring day in office with nothing to do,just surf the internet without any mission.Just read what i can and getting blur.As i surf the internet,the topic of Islamic hystory almost catch my intention.Something that if i raised this issue my friends will called me 'Ayah ** Orang Baik'.So we leave that topic.

I hope tomorrow will be better than today...

-4/12/07